In reply to tjdodd:
> The main thing is that you got out and did something. I'm impressed you socialised as I am sure the human contact will have been really useful if feeling a bit down. I find it is important to force myself out of the house and go do something. For me that would mean going for a walk or doing some bouldering (indoors or even better outdoors). Whilst it may take some effort initially I always feel much better in myself.
Tbh, I had already booked my place on the social and I was expecting someone to meet me there but that person didn't turn up. I did find communicating with the other climbers and the very encouraging instructors very useful and comforting. I walk myself and I find that is helps keep my focused and clear and calm my mind. On the same week I attended the CanaryWall in the thread about Deadlifting. 😀👍
> I'd recommend at least trying to get on some holds and see how you feel. The exercise (however little) will have some benefit. But just getting out and being around people will help.
I did exactly that after my belaying someone first. After belaying someone first - twice - I attempted ab F4 on toprope but didn't get far on it, after coming down I tried the same route again and got further but I didn't feel comfortable so I came down. I am off to my monthly Sheffield trip this week - one day is indoor leading at The Foundry and the following day is bouldering at The Depot.
Depot J Dunne